' Sunday, July 4, 2010 ♥i finished reading Low Kay Hwa's - To Forget You
and finished watching Queen Seon Deok
both are of a very bitter love story...
Queen Seon Deok really makes me cried alot...
after watching the show,
all the scenes flash back...
my heart aches alot...
really... is aching...
i dont know why..
but i felt that...
im lost.
yesterday,
while i was waiting for bus
at the bus stop,
while i was waiting for bus
at the bus stop,
listening to my mp4,
it's was on random mode,
and like all of a sudden the songs all tune to
those sad love songs...
tears well up inside my eye...
i felt like crying...
that feeling...
what is it?
is it loneliness?...
i dont know.
i thought im much happier now?
isnt i?
i've got so many friends with me?
isnt it?
why do i felt like that?
the reason i was so into Kpop
out of a sudden?
Because i like/love them
no matter how,
they wont leave me,
they wont betray me,
they wont hurt me...
listening/seeing them makes me feel happy.
isnt it better?
but...
who can i run to...
when im sad...
who can i run to...
when im crying...
who will run to me,
and gave me a hug,
when i need it the most?...
who will give me that hug,
and tell me,
everything will be ok?...
heart aches.
Eileen Liang,
you just have to be stronger.
you just have to be stronger.
you've to walk the path of your life,
yourself. strongly.
be tough.
you can do it.
sayonara~ 
THE LADY ♥
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